The path that I wander is dark,
I try to perceive all the significant marks…
I try to recollect the things that I see,
The memories that will forever be…
As I muse over the past,
I see a thing that did not last…
Everything seems to have changed,
The memories that made me deranged…
I try and make things come back,
I notice the things that we lacked…
The things that we could not see,
The things that did not let me be…
I still don’t comprehend what had happened,
Was it the truth that we abandoned …?
Everything seems so deviant,
In my mind your thoughts just came and went…
Your face comes in my mind as a thought,
For an instant I got caught…
I remember the things that you said,
For now I feel as if I am dead…
You feel that I am not the same,
But you are the one who had gone away and you never came…
I lingered for you all along,
Thinking that this is where we both belong…
It was a long time that I did wait,
But somehow you were late…
I got fed up and started leaving,
I understood that it was only me whom I had been deceiving…
For going away I took a long stride,
With that stride I cried…
The moment you realized that I was going,
You thought that it was a mistake that I was doing…
But my friend I had waited for a long time,
Keeping my sad thoughts to myself like a mime…
You told me that I was wrong,
But sweetie I hope you knew the truth all along…
I tell you that I have missed you,
You act as if you don’t have a clue…
I try and go back to the place that I had left,
But there is an emptiness that has crept…
As time moves slowly day by day,
You left me again keeping me at bay…
Now I realized that I had to go,
The steps that I took made time go slow…
Now I watch you from some distance away,
Everything seems black white and grey…
Now sometimes I hide myself from you when you come in sight,
I cry for hours and hours but still don’t feel light…
You say to others that I have changed,
But you don’t realize how much I have been pained…
As others feel sorry for me,
For they see the pain that you cannot see…
You see the smile I put in-front of my tears,
Those tears that I couldn’t bear…
You come near to me to know what’s inside,
The hurt, the pain, the truth that I hide…
You see me as a fake,
But I don’t say a thing only for your sake…
You seem to think that I don’t care,
But now I don’t let my feelings go bare…
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